miracle working
Q Live live how it should be lived. Not how society pressures you to live.
unforgiveness
primal consciousness
"next batch" primal pain
the sub-self level
the primal shaft level
forbidden sub-selves: Guardians and blockers of what is further down
the murderer
the rager
the punisher
the annihilator
the unforgiver
the vomiter
the "giver-upper" the defeated
the fearer
the apologizer
the rabid wolf
the frozen statue
the defeater
the non-exister
the powerless
the powerful
the fragile
the giving up
the overwhelmed
the contractor -schrinker
forbidden inpulses
How do you know you have free will? sense of free will
complaints - mine
things are not getting done
forming a new internal community
primaling is learning to allow things to directly arise form the unconcious
meta woundedness
cats claw analogy
ingrown "claw", ingrown aggression, ingrown self, ingrown perception, ingrown chewing
primal, non-local, integral, third tier consciousness
emotional muscular awareness
intellegent attention
whats hurting me
the knife attracts the wound Q
burried elephant in unconscious PP
geyser baisen in consciousness
rifts in consciousness
attending destructuring and catabolizing
"stopping harms that we are really responsible for"
"what works best for the world"
impasse dynamics
The taboo against extreme emotion
regular emotion, aroused emotion , extreme emotion
inside work and outside work both
CHUNKS vague globs
moving from primitive statistical inference to more sophisticated statistical inference. lower memes have lower statistical inference
PP detecting co-variance
QUOTE
the brain is a statistical co-variance machine
anticipating accurately what's coming down the line
practicing radical congruency
social taboos - what's not allowed
all my life I expected people to understand that couldn't
people whose existence has been pruned back
The concept of pruning and fixation.
Third tier as new focus
connecting the lower with upper brain
in constant practice
never separating from process
disconnection from feeling related to belief types
always extracting nourishment
nourishment extraction model
nourishment from nothing
nourishment from the future vs from the nothing
radical primaling, radical honesty, radical congruency, radical assertiveness, radical being
lower-higher problems
factual elites
don't expect lower level people to understand
lower level cannot understand higher level - the major cause of pain and misunderstandings
taboo against being who you are
new model: Stimulus - past - mindfulness - respond
Primal meditation
Primal pressure
What love cannot do
the primal shaft
attaching theself with the rapid wolves and creatures in the basement
we should be equally motivated by discontent and contentment
all people in all memes are just organizing and acting in a way in which they can receive the parenting they never had
emptying the Hippocampus
Be as freshly fallen snow
Each fragile crystal tells the story of the whole universe from a new and difference perspective
Be as snow melting into the earth
Every drop a precious moment not to be wasted
Breath the pristine air, drink the melt water, quench your thirst
Return to the earth
Return to that which is nameless
No mind, no sound, no thing
who is in charge? how updated is the data?
self-arising self liberating
the parts that never got a chance to exist
stages of infection vs stages of development
we see the world and incorporate in such a way that allow the possibility to be parented where we go tno parenting
the inability to incorporate!!
mis-incorporation
level of ability to incorporate
the incorporation of new information
the incorporation of new information as old - cause of all problems
Second tier can talk about the elephant in the room second tier can see the necessity of talking about the elephant in the room
QUOTE: you can only get clear to the deepest level you can currently go.
doing things you enjoy
woundedness vs pathology
continually working on pain 1hr / day - life practice
restorative sleep as life practice
"righteous blame" important concept left out
"that hooks me into my..............."
twisting, anilating
to think what one really thinks
to feel what one really feels
to need what one really needs
to do what one really wants
to see what is really there
to be who one really is
to say what one really thinks
to say what one really feels
to say what one really needs
to say what one really wants
to say what one really sees
to say who one really is
It would be so refreshing to have a conversation between two people both of them freely admitting what they don't know and factoring that in to the conversation
Back log versus current processing
turning all pain into feeling
when the response becomes its own stimulus
developing exquisite time consciousness
being real at all times with everyone
the mind which puts up with pain is a dumb mind
that which gets evoked is mistaken for that which evokes
what you need to get done vs the time in which you have to do it
waiting for transcendence
The fact is that neither one of us know enough
We can only give opinions based on the y limited information we have th
Been exposed to his sentence. We can't lose sight of that fact in any conversation.
Do what you need to do to be full now
The concept of back log living
The concept of punctuation punctuated socks punctuated living punctuated objects punctuated experiences
Riding the mother wave and fine tuning
The concept of faith & the concept of reviewing mistakes
The inner primal and the outer shell
Counter intentions counter consciousness counter self
God as that great entanglement
Allowing existance of subselves
Taboos about being. - forbidden impulses
sub selves with separate memories of same event
need-feeling to wallpaper- mentality
first hand information and experience
2nd hand info and experience
the reflexive layer
"permutation" writing style
concept wasting my life.
There's only unavoidable one way to heal: To feel ...
ARTICLE - ENTRY tiggering
being able to tell if one is trigger & others
not being able to tell when others are triggered
overbridding vs eclipsing vs total eclipsing (being accepted as present reality
when past perceptions, cognitions, emotions override present perceptions
cognitive triggering, perceptual triggering, emotional triggering
emotions cognitions perceptions - linked
excavation
theme of betrayal
coating or encapsulation of pain or corpse
decoding and expressing the coating
coating with a core belief
Notice the trap of projecting the representationof the screen on the the SCREEN. In this sense, the screen can never be the SCREEN and the territory can never be the TERRITORY anymore than the map can be the territory )
opening meditation
pain drives thoughts!
1) locate the feeling
2) connect it (express it) to an object
3) connect it to original object following the chain of pain
pain meditation
deep congruency
radical congruency
Obvious problems:
1.1 billion people don't have fresh water
Obesity has deeply infected our society
most people go around pretty stressed
Dysfunctional families are the rule, not the exceptions
Corporations continue to cater to (and thus deeply encourage) out lowest appetites to make the most money
We want to continue our habit of consumption to the point of deep imbalance within and without
Blind men arrogantly cling to the part of the elephant they have a slight clue about
emotional illiteracy is rampant
Most people have difficulty forming clear thoughts and attentions for very long
post SI
Consider that there is are big differences between being fully aware(no-thingness), being fully aware of something(everything above the threshold of detection or limen), fully experiencingsomething (with ever fiber of ones body-mind), fully allowingsomething to arise (elastic attention), allowing something tofully arise (complete gestalt) and being the spacein which something fully arises (full emptiness). Is it possible to to all? (and chew gum)
Just to begin with you. Form unclear thought and study the scientific method and critical thinking in the end you will merely form unclear thoughts about the scientific method and critical thinking
The order of difficulty in primal the most difficult thing is to find and be aware of one's pain the second most difficult thing is to develop the intention or willingness to feel the pain the third most difficult thing is to actually feel the pain the fourth most difficult thing is to follow it through to the end until the batch is done
One position as the complete denial of another position
Movent to moment prmaling
Article
Science appls and oranges
therapy
the reflexive layer
therapy
internal emotional barbs and barbed wire.
quote
any system that does not address that which hidden in front of your face as the obvious cannot heal
People keep their consciousness fragmented to avoid painful contradictions. The avoidance of painful contradictions keeps one's consciousness fragmented.
Full deep uninhibited expressed versus navigated expression of the moment.
Polarization thinking. Where one takes his position relative to how he sees the oppositional opinion.
Every thought has 4 quadrants.
The concept of corridors to the past.
the sky - stars time current landscape past anololgy
hydrolic theory
the corridors of pain
sequential- simultaneous
mono-poly
window - mirror phenomenon
Pain from the inside out
paranoia - Pollyannoia
Concept of dampeners
Mindfulness and dampeners and primaling
Squelch-line
Radical honesty
Reality is plastic and pliable
Pillow lava anology
Everything is feedback.
meditation and primal complement each other.
the sense of impending emergency.
The map is the territory and the territory is not the territory
Express. I am blinded by my anger
Q
There's only unavoidable one way to heal: To feel now what you couldn't feel then. Quotation.
Blog
There are several replication processes that the human mind does we try to replicate what we have we try to replicate what we could have had we tried to replicate what we were we tried to replicate what we could
